This girl...
This girl...
This girl...
This girl...
It wasn't back to school for her. This year it was off to school.
The last couple of weeks before she left were rough. When friends would casually ask me if I was ready, my eyes would well up with tears, and we had to change the subject. Today as I write this, I have to keep blinking fast to keep the tears at bay. Oh how I miss that girl!
Some of the tears were just because I knew we would miss her. She is a walking ray of sunshine! She is helpful and has always included me in the details of her life. She has a ready smile and is kind to everyone. Especially adoring little brothers.
And sure enough, the house feels empty without her. The little boys talk about her constantly and always remember her in their prayers. She came home for a visit this weekend, and she was like a rock star! Everyone wanted to sit by her and tell her things and show her things. She handled the suffocation well.
Some of the tears were sadness that this phase of my life has come to an end. The phase of having all of my sweet little children together under one roof is over. It went so fast! It has been an exhausting and demanding phase for sure, but deeply rewarding. I never could have imagined how intense or fulfilling motherhood could be.
Some of my tears, thankfully, were tears of happiness and optimism. Rebecca is so ready for this step! She is wise beyond her years and full of faith. I have complete confidence in her. I already love the growth that I can see in her. She told me the other day, "I didn't realize that I needed independence until I had it!" She was content at home, and nervous about assuming adult responsibilities. She has been pleasantly surprised at how much she loves being on her own.
We dropped her off at EAC a couple weeks before school started. The plan was for her to ride a bike or a scooter around. But as we pulled away from town, Jeff couldn't stand it. He decided then and there that he was going to buy her a car. So she is now set up with an apartment full of roommates that she loves, a job at the Safford feed store, and an old clunker of a car to get her around.
This girl is off to a great start as an adult!
